Birthing Bethany

Joseph is 9 months old, and we are expecting again. Its another suprise baby, but we are excited about this blessing. The fear that was a constant companion during Joseph's pregnancy is absent, and for that I'm so thankful. We recognize that the pregnancy will be high risk, and that there will be more tests than I'd like and more appoitments than I'd rather have. However we know they are necessary to keep an eye on my uterus. With one rupture and one dehiscence in my history, there is concern that my uterus may not hold up. However, God loves us and takes care of us. He has given us this baby and we'll take care of this little one for as long as God allows us to.

I am taking many supplements to strengthen my uterus and for my general health. Another mom who ruptured and went on to have more births and even a VBAC after a rupture suggested taking collagen supplements to strengthen the scar site. Scar tissue is mainly collagen, so the idea does have merit. I knew about the supplement with Joseph, but did not consistently take it. I might have tried a few times, and did not continue. This time, I 'm trying to be diligent in remember the pills. I'm also taking mega doses of vitamin c, a multivitamin, fish oil, cinnamon and chromium for blood sugar, and chlorophyll for general nutrients. I will start drinking red rasberry leaf infusion in the second trimster, although its been suggested that I take capsules, as they are more potent.

My first OB appointment is in two days. We'll have an early ultrasound to accurately date the baby. According to menstrual cycle, I should be close to 12 weeks along, but I ovulated REALLY late, and I feel I'm only 9 weeks along. Because we have to deliver early, its imperative to get a good dating ultrasound in the first trimester. Second and third trimester ultrasounds are not as accurate for dating reasons, and shouldn't be used to determine due date. Since my doctor reffered to me as a "ticking time bomb" I'm concerned about the first appointment, but in the end, I'm an adult who makes my own decisions. She can choose to accept my business or not. I will not take grief for living according to my convictions.